| Thursday, December 24th, 2009 |
ftmvanity
[ anothersoldier ]
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2:38a |
It's been too long Travis here, 20 years old. I'm 2 years 9 months on T and 19.5 months since chest surgery. I've kind of being feeling down in the dumps lately, but some positive changes have occured lately.
( More & 8 pics ) |
ftmvanity
[ angmonster ]
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3:23p |
I have no idea why I don't post much, maybe I'm just lazy... Anyways - Joe, 28, NZ, was on T but not at the moment (stupid body) ( Some ) Current Mood: bored |
| Wednesday, December 23rd, 2009 |
ftm_ny
[ lizardsandufos ]
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4:09p |
Please respond soon!
I just joined because I am still kinda unfamiliar with this state even though I've been here for twoish years. So I JUST changed my name with social security and changed my name in my home state a while ago. I pass 100% and I am half a year on T. Now I have to go get an ID card. What do I put for sex? I had a therapist in my old state recommend that I list my SOCIAL sex to eliminate confusion when I use it in a regular setting (cigarettes, movies, etc). Except I have to bring my birth certificate with me to the office. So then I suppose it becomes a judgment call of the person I get? What do I do?! Please help! Please respond soon! I have to travel and I need an actual ID. |
ftmvanity
[ mr_liam_to_you ]
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2:21p |
Haaaayyyyy. I just finished another semester of college :D And apparently, the last time I posted here was in August. The only thing that's changed for me transition-wise is that I finally changed my name legally :) ( Will, 22, pre-everything ) |
ftmvanity
[ chitown_raver ]
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1:02p |
Looking through pictures...
So I've got a photobucket account that has been documenting me for the past...probably 5 years now hahah. I'm not on t or anything, but it's weird to look at...because sometimes I feel like I passed a lot more when I was younger haha. Anyway, here, I'll show you guys some random pictures from freshman year up until this year [senior yearrr]. Story of my life? Kind of haha. PICTURE HEAVY HEAVY HEAVY. ( PROPR. )There we go. Sorry it was so heavy! -Micah Current Music: Vanishing Point-Deadmau5 |
ftmvanity
[ murderfix ]
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2:38a |
I've been bored recently. I'm visiting family in Ohio and I'm dying. So, I've been spending lots of time taking pictures of myself and veggie out.Eli. 21 in march. Pre everything.
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| Tuesday, December 22nd, 2009 |
ftmvanity
[ junkie_fm ]
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5:38p |
Hey fellas
Let me do a total re-introduction. Nat 22, gender chopp`d & screwed. Have you ever been caught in a situation that seems like its impossible to tell or even express? I have this amazing girlfriend and its been close too about 2 months with us, and the first month we were together she went home for Thanksgiving break, and that was hard and now she back home with her family again 'till the 4th of January. My bday is on the 30th & our 2 months is on the 23rd and you know Christmas of 'course. Its been weird w/o her by my side ... Enough on that note. I have been having these thoughts about transiting for a long time at that and I brought it up to her and she was very supportive during the conversation but she said to me that she doesn't believe she could ever see me as a MAN. I have my own definition of a man, & that is a "MAN" isn't defined by whats between his legs - all the FTM's I know have the strongest mental state I have ever come in contact with. I feel like my mental sate has overcome the female mind that I have, a brain is powerful, like a sponge . I want to transition one day but the mental state is a journey that I have to go through before any testosterone hits my body.
( Read more... ) |
ftmvanity
[ benjamin_xx ]
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2:18a |
Coming out letter, Endo Appointment, and CD Release, OH MY!
Hey there duuuuuuudes, I have a whole lot of updates. Most importantly, I have my endo appointment coming up on January 15. My partner and I have been having a lot of long, honest talks about what my starting testosterone will mean and what we will have to do to make sure that we really take care of our relationship. She's nervous, as am I, but I think being excited has really started to overtake whatever nervousness we've both been feeling. I also am planning to come out to my parents right after Christmas, because if it goes well I really want to tell them about my upcoming endo appointment. I'm sitting up right now working on my letter, and I'm posting the rough draft under the cut. Also! My band just released our very first EP, entitled "The All Eyes EP," through our myspace. My band is called Look, I'm Burning, and we're sort of metalcore/hardcore (lots of screaming and guitar riffing). The guys in my band are the coolest, best dudes I have ever met. Even though I was out prior to starting my band, having them as a social backbone and support system has helped me so much in actually pursuing the steps necessary to make my physical transition happen. They're nothing but supportive and the best friends a guy could ever ask for. Anyway, if you want to support a trans-positive indie metal band, feel free to stop by our myspace and listen to a few tracks, leave a comment, or download the EP. ( photos and letter under the cut ) |
| Monday, December 21st, 2009 |
ftmvanity
[ assiduous1 ]
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6:57p |
Celebrating 5 Months on T ( Photos ) |
ftmvanity
[ chitown_raver ]
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12:14p |
House rave :D
So, my friends and I decided that if we weren't going to the city for a rave, how about a house rave?! It was the perfect idea. =] Check out the pictures. =] WARNING: PICTURE HEAVYYY. ( Party people party up! )That's a typical day in the life of Micah... -PLUR! Current Music: PM--Propr |
ftmvanity
[ fallenforyou247 ]
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12:46a |
/wave
It's been twelve weeks since I've been on T and I decided that it was time for me to post up some pictures. Some of me pre-t and some of me now. So, yeah, enjoy! Recap: Alexander. Lives in Manitoba, Canada. Capricorn. Likes the colour blue. ( You're Heart's Like An Engine. ) Current Mood: calmCurrent Music: Automatic- Tokio Hotel |
| Sunday, December 20th, 2009 |
ftmvanity
[ osman1985 ]
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7:58p |
Been a while...
Evening, fellas! Name's Oscar, living in Hartford, CT. We had a decent storm here last night so there's a bit of snow on the ground. Lately, with the cold weather, I've been rockin' some cool outfits. Check it out - Pre-Op (but in the process of applying for a Jim Collins grant) and been on T for almost 11 months. ( Read more... ) |
| Saturday, December 19th, 2009 |
ftm_ny
[ prettyboicris ]
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7:08p |
Gastroenterologists in NYC
Does anyone have direct Experience with a Gastroenterologist (GI) Doc by the name of Dr. Anthony Weiss? If so what was your experience? If anyone else has had a good experience with a Gastroenterologiist and are willing to share their name and contact info I would greatly appreciate it. Thanks in Advance ~Cris~ |
ftmvanity
[ meneedusername ]
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5:29p |
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ftmvanity
[ monster__mash ]
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11:56a |
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ftmvanity
[ jessethebrave ]
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10:18a |
Hey guys, Jay here. Haven't been around in a while (though I've been lurking). Thought I'd re-emerge and say hello. I was uploading off of a digital camera I'd misplaced for a while, and found great older photos. Also one or two of my partner and I. Aaand, I'm pre-everything. Anyway, here we go! ( Six under the cut ) |
ftmvanity
[ megabuzz101 ]
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12:09a |
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ftmvanity
[ sapphicspencil ]
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3:50p |
1 year 4 months on T
Hiya, here's a quick update with pics :) My names Kestin, I live in Auckland New Zealand and am currently visiting my family in Christchurch where I am now the big elephant in the room! Yay. ( Read more... ) Current Mood: cheerful |
| Friday, December 18th, 2009 |
ftmvanity
[ chitown_raver ]
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2:21p |
CTRL. ALT. DELETE. YOU. ARE CONTROLLED. :D
Okay kiddiess. So I realized that a lot of you are ravers, which made me super happy! [Like so... :D] So, I thought I'd put up some music for you guys to check out from my rave scene [the chitown underground]. :D Oh, and 2 pics as well. =]] ( PLUR. )If you guys want more of any of those DJs, just let me know. =]] Current Music: PM--Propr |
ftmvanity
[ chitown_raver ]
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9:18a |
Mau5y. Hi guys. okay, here's the deal. I used to have an account on here under corinsboi. I hadn't used LJ in so long that I figured I would just make a new account haha. So here I am. :D My name is Micah, I'm 17 and I'm from the lovely city of Chicago. It's probably important that you know I am a hardcore raver lol. I really don't appreciate anyone telling me not to, or that they don't agree with it. Please keep your opinions to yourself. -___- Thanks. :D Anyway. I just got a haircut yesterday so wooo heree we go with pictures...
( Read more )
Lets be friendies. :D
PLUR. <3
-Micah
Current Music: Strobe--Deadmau5. |
ftmvanity
[ iliveinacubicle ]
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9:59a |
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| Tuesday, December 15th, 2009 |
ftmvanity
[ strummer_boi ]
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8:07p |
First big milestone
Hey guys, been a little bit since I've posted. However, today marks my one year! Here is a video of all the changes thus far (x-posted from my facebook, and such) Current Mood: accomplished |
ftmvanity
[ hakatahermit ]
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1:48p |
Basic vanity
Bf took a couple generic vanity photos before going out. As usual, I'm shirtless and flexing, haha. Also, I lightened my hair to "chestnut" to look more friendly and I really dig the color so far. I'm not on T, but I use the AbSlide frequently and I think it's actually building my shoulder muscles more than my belly, woo hoo! Happy Holidays, all! ( Click here to view more. )( Click here to view more. ) |
ftmvanity
[ nathan_dorian ]
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4:26p |
Hey guys! I hope that you're all doing well, and not getting too much holiday stress. I started Nebido four weeks ago, hurrah~! I've been doing weekly vlogs as I mentioned a while back, and today I decided to take some dorky photos. :'D
Some people think that the T is making a noticeable difference, but I don't know. XD
( Ill and proud of just re-learning how to tie a tie ) |
ftm_ny
[ beginningsend ]
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12:48a |
I think people may have misunderstood the intention of my previous post or where I am coming from. So I am going to try it again. Hi, My name is Adam I am twenty two years old, I am a senior at SUNY (State University of New York) Purchase college. I started taking testosterone two and half years ago (thanks to Callen-Lorde) and had chest reconstruction surgery a year and a half ago. When I realized I was trans(6 months before T) there was no question in my mind that I wanted to/had to transition. I didn't stop to think, to really figure out my feelings and what it would be like after I transitioned, I could rattle off the effects that testosterone would have, but I don't think I really realized how much my life would change. I am not saying that I doubt my decision or regret what I have done, I know that no matter the length of time, this would be the decision I would have come to. After reading trans autobiographies/stories/narratives about how they realized they were trans, I realized that my story is very different from other's. This is what lead to me to do the project I am doing, I wanted to know what other people's stories are, I was interested in how other people came to the realization that they are trans, what that process entailed for them. I am hoping to learn more about others and about myself. As I said in the previous entry I need to interview five FTMs who are ages 18-30 and five who are 40-65. The interviews will be confidential and anonymous. I will give you a number instead of using your name, I will use a pseudonym for you in my report. I will destroy your contact information after the project is completed. I really need participants, so far no one has volunteered. I have to interview people over the month of January. Please participate, I would really appreciate your help. If I do not get participants it is likely that I will fail this project and will not graduate, I only have four more months and am scheduled to graduate in May. I think this project could be really great and very eye opening for people. PLEASE participate and spread the word to any FTMs you know! Again my email address is adam.barrineau@purchase.edu. Sorry this was so long, but if you made it and read the whole thing, THANK YOU! |